Bringing Sexy Back!
Age: 18
Height: 5’1
CW: 141 lbs
Favorite Diet Food: Banana, blueberries, ww bread, int. rice, spinach, apple, soy milk, watermelon, strawberries…
Favorite Binge Food: chocolate
Favorite exercise: dance
Does anyone know?: Just a few people
What makes you slip up: stress, boredom, when I’m feeling down or too happy about something ahah
What makes you strong: Thinking about how I’ll feel and look when I reach my goal
When did it start: July 2011
What do you see when you look in the mirrors: A girl who has some unfinish work to do
Is it for attention: Its more for me, to make me feel more confident and happy about my self ^^
Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends: The normal one
Are you depressed: Noop
Ever tried to commit suicide: Noop
Ever cut yourself: Oh no! I cant even watch other people doing it.. I cant handdle it xS
Ever been to a psychologist: Yup
Lost weight: YES
Gained weight: YESS
Do you drink: No, only tea and water
Do you smoke: Noop
Do you take drugs: No
Does your weight affect your mood: Sometimes, yes
Do you weigh yourself daily: Not anymore
Have you ever fasted: Yes, but not anymore
Have you ever skipped a meal: Yes
Have you ever spit food out: Yes.
I am—
[ ] Almost recovered Anorexic
[ ] EDNOS
[ ] Bulimic
[x] living off diet pills
[ ] hungry
[ ] drinking something
[ ] eating something
[ ] under 100 lbs
[ ] starving myself
[ ] vegan
[ ] vegetarian
People…
[ ] ask if i’m anorexic/bulimic
[ ] call me fat
[ ] say i’m skinny
[ ] say i’m ugly
[x] talk about me behind my back
[x] force me to eat
[ ] say i eat too much
[ ] wish I’d eat more
[ ] don’t know i’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have tried to stop me
I wish…
[x] I was thin fit*
[x] i had a better body
[ ] i didn’t have to eat
[x] i could control myself
[ ] i could avoid food
[ ] i could hide what i am
[ ] i was prettier
[ ] i could disappear
I love…
[ ] being hungry
[x] seeing a difference
[ ] shaking
[ ] being weak
[x] losing weight
[ ] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[ ] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself
Appearances…
[x] I’m shorter than 5’4
[ ] think i’m ugly
[ ] have self made scars
[x] have a tattoo
[x] wear glasses
[x] been told i’m pretty by a stranger
[ ] have more than 2 piercings
[ ] have piercings besides my ears
[ ] have freckles
[x] am petite
I hate…
[x] when people stare
[ ] being asked questions
[ ] having to eat
[ ] being single
[ ] wearing short skirts
[x] being fat
[ ] looking ugly
[ ] feeling this way
[ ] fat people
I need…
[x] people to stay out of my business
[ ] more friends
[ ] someone to know
[ ] less food
[ ] more water
[ ] gym membership
[ ] to lose 30 lbs
[x] to lose 20 lbs
[ ] to lose 10 lbs
[ ] to lose 5 lbs
I just love it O.O
I will look like that.. Just wait! Unf! >:C
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(Source: summer-lic-ious, via skinny-thoughts)
Yes! I have! xD I’ve been sticking with my “meal plan” (its written down below) but I haven’t exercise as much as I like… Normally I would run/jogg on my treadmill for 30 to 45 minutes 5 days a week. Haven’t had time for that though.. Im trying to reduce to 2 times a week - exercising at the weekends u.u
My meal plan is pretty simple actually.. I don’t really count colories though, I only eat a little each and every meal - at least I try to - although breakfast can be an exception sometimes in terms of quantity and what I choose to eat too, depending on my mood in the morning xb one of the things that I do right after I wake up is drink 2 glasses of water, before breakfast. What I have for breakfast… It really depends, like I said earlyer. Sometimes Im in a mood for oatmeal, others youghurt with low cal cookies… other times more int.cereals with soy milk or youghurt to go with… toasts… You got the point! ahah xD then in the middle of the morning (…?) I drink more 2 glasses of water and if Im hungry - most of the time Im not - I eat an orange ^^ at lunch I eat whatever I had from yesterdays dinner, but I dont eat everything. A couple of hours later I drink 2 glasses of water… again… I know.. My best friends are the washgrooms… xD drink a yourghurt or eat a fruit… dinner (same as lunch) but at the end I have my special dessert: a little tinny black chocolate bar x33 drink water again if Im thirsthy - I usually am… god knows why… - and drink a coup of green tea before going to bed! and that’s it! ^0^
Long time no see D: I know, I know.. I’ve been gone for way too long, but believe me, I didn’t lost track. I’ve gain a good amount of weight since the last time I’ve been here, but I handdled the situation and, right now, I’m with 64kg. Well, alot of things happened ‘till now, and one of those things made me open my eyes recently (which made me loose weight again ahah) but yeah. I’m not going to talk about right now. It’s late and I really need to sleep. I’ll leave the mistery here… :b
Oh! One more thing: The Girl that You Guys saw (one picture which you can see a very skinny girl with dark hair taking a picture in front of a mirror in a full view) It Is NOT ME. Just to make things clear ‘cause some of you guys didn’t also noticed my pweight progress or.. whatever you call that thing ahah xD So yeah. If you are following only because you think that that girl is me, feel free to unfollow if you want :/
I’m sorry to those who I haven’t responded to their messages. I’ll get to them as soon as I can ^^
Good Night Everyone! kisses***
one of my inspirations. god. love that movie!
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